There were times ,prolonged times I used to sit besides this bright window and wish to feel that brightness in my heart. Back when it was my only quest. Back when I was haunted by my dark days. Back when I wondered, what am I doing? Why am I doing this? How long will this keep going on? Why did it all happen? Will I ever recover from this.
I spent every second wondering. But I kept holding on because I hoped that someday I don’t know how. Just somehow I might.